Friday, April 28, 2006

28th. April 2006

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Today is Alisya's birthday.....my baby girl is now 3 years old and she's growing really well. My girl is turning to be a very smart and cheeky lady, with a very strong characteristic of being a caring type of leader.

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I just love her much and much and much much much more every day.

Happy 3rd. Birthday Kak Long!

P1120350Eheheh!!! Talk about lookalikes!!!! My baby Alisya is the one on the left, next to her is her buddy Faizin...who has a kid bro that kinda looks like Naufal!Heheh....so, which one is which?

Thursday, April 27, 2006

27th. April 2006

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Today, Aliya is already 4 months old. She is now capable to roll-over and be in the "meniarap" position and raise her head high, very high. My baby is growing so fast. Apart from her own set of toy car keys that makes sounds, her favourite toy would be Lionel the lion, used to be owned by Alisya. She can wrestle with the lion for so long ignoring whoever is around. She is growing well. Her only problem would be her sensitive skin. She has a really fair & silky soft skin but rather very sensitive to heat and perhaps stuffs Mama eats - being on full breastfeeding. It's obvious that she kinda prefers to be in her baby-carrier rather than the Zapp most of the time we bring her out. With her face facing in front, she'd be wiggling in excitement whenever she sees anything of interests to her.

She's just too cute....

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Happy 4th month Aliya!

Monday, April 24, 2006

Running with The Wind



April 24th. 2006

Came back home, very happy to meet the kids after a long day at the corporate zoo. ....and before long, I became McGuyver. Found the KOSS UPS was not "breathing", with the help of manual and using the tools I carry everywhere in my Crumpler, managed to revive it after changing the fuselage....only to realize the phone jacks are not working. Nothing wrong with all the phone cables, phone & modem work fine if surpass the UPS. Conclusion (for tonight) the phone jacks of the UPS are fried. There goes half of the UPS. Have to find alternative ways to protect the phoneline/ modem connection. For the time being had to gamble and let the modem connection goes bare and plug everything out everyday before going to the zoo. That's a free solution for now. For a non free solution, have to get an alternate UPS and use the KOSS as a backup protection at the hall......or get a surge protector just for the frigging phoneline & modem.

I'll have to sleep over it before deciding what to get....or build....

Meanwhile, here's what I managed to clock over the day, using Dino....

1.
I never thought how I would actually react to find out I am infected by Hepatitis-B. It seems that I do not have to think now, I am already infected and how I reacted was quite irrelevant. Whether I take it positive or negative, its going to be there with me. So why bother lament about it, I'd rather continue with what's left of my life and enjoy it while I am still allowed to do so.
Deep inside, I am praying hard I will have the opportunity to be around when my kids have their own children before I finally throw the white hanky to this virus. Its a long shot but I might as well get prepared and praying is the most important part of the preparation, any preparation at all.
Other than that, I am continuing to work already. First day in office today. It seems a bit quiet, most of the blokes are attending courses. I am supposed to attend one but am being replaced, which is good actually, I need some time to go through the e-mails and stuff.
There is nothing much I could do about the bloody virus now, so might as well get on with life and see what's come in the package in 2 weeks time.

2.
Last night was a treat, the San Marino race. Was wishing for Renault 1-2 but you cannot win them all, all the time. It will make the industry boring. Schumacher did well - as expected, no two ways about it since its their track and the characteristics are to their advantage. Seeing Alonso chasing the hell out of that Ferrari was a treat, though he started on 6th position with a used engine from last race. If that's the best Ferrari can offer to stage, I have no doubt, Renault will clinch the titles again this year. Yeah, titles, plural.
Yuji Ide is a disgrace. So is Jenson Button & his lollipopman. Overall, it was quite a boring race - half of the field was never seen on the screen. Tifosis are really not worth mentioning, no spirit of competition, boo-ing the other than their Fartrari cars. Just show how bad a loser they are lah kan?

3.
Now, back in the office after a speedy lunch with The Kimster, I am thinking what to do next. I sure have a lot to handle - am not sure where to start - but I just cannot set my priority at work now. The office is too quiet, still.
Maybe I should just check the stock of my part-time business. Yeah. Maybe. Collection of payments would be a bonus too.....it's almost pay-check time!

4.
I was supposed to attend a training but a replacement was found due to the fact that I was hospitalized and may be on MC. It was a relief actually, my concentration is minimal and still weak to deal with office stuffs - at least that's what I feel.
There will ba another sort of training tomorrow and the day after tomorrow and I was asked whether I could stand-in to replace a colleague who could not make it due to some arrangements. I definitely am not ready for this.....so I told everyone I am not strong enough to stand-in. I should attend the training I was supposed to attend instead of attentind as a stand-in. Anyways, we'll see how it goes.

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Why do we run with the crowd? We may not realize it but we always run with the crowd. there was this one advert, years ago that has the catchy phrase of : Why run with the crowd when you can run with the wind?
Cannot recall what advert was that now but it has always been in my mind, that phrase. It's cool & catchy, very catchy indeed.
And that's what I have been trying to do, all my life. I just hate being in the crowd, always trying to run away from it and be a bit different from the others, not to the extend of being a weirdo. Not totally different but in bits & pieces. It's satisfying, to a certain extent. Damaging? Not quite, not really....not at all actually.

Sunday, April 23, 2006

Recuperate


Tuesday, April 18, 2006

At about 1am, I found myself on this cool high-tech bed in room 454 Sentosa Medical Centre Kajang. My first time being warded for decades. Last was way back in the early 1990s due to taekwondo injury - a second operation in 2 years - which my parents did not knew of! (I just have to save them the worrying part...and me from their lecture for being too active in sports that time!)
This time its not due to sport injury but a bloody viral fever. Dammit. Not just the fooking virus robbed my weekends to spend with my kids, not I have to lie down and go through loads of blood tests - its really annoying. I HATE VIRUS! I HATE YOU, FOOKING VIRUS!

Thursday, April 20, 2006
It’s not getting any better. It looks like I will be here for a couple more days. Farking dengue is confirmed, blood platelets was recovering then suddenly it dropped again. Farking fever came back yesterday evening.
But the breaking news is they found me positive for Hepatitis-B. Great.
So what’s next? Sit & lie down on this bed and wait for more tests & monitoring, while occasionally swallow the really bad tasting foods they prepare.
Am not really concerned about the farking dengue anymore. It’s the Hepatitis-B that is worrying me now. Damn it.

Sunday, April 23, 2006
Was discharged mid Friday, to my relief.....and still on medication and have to come back for Hepatitis-B treatment in 2 weeks time.
Still "weng" but I have miss my kids too much. Went morning stroll, and swimming at their cousin Raiyan's on Saturday.
Have to spend my energy to recuperate fast and NEVER get this stupid thing again. I HATE!

Let’s Get Out Of Focus.....
I have been watching TV most of the time in this room. No satellite TV, just the normal channels. Today I kinda think that I may wanna try gardening as a hobby. Looks interesting and cool.
Maybe I’ll sell off my old trusty down-hiller and get a decent hard-tail bicycle with two tyre sets, off-road & road use. If I have the dough I would also want to get a motorbike, something that has always been a KIV thing in my life.

Wednesday, April 12, 2006

Doink-eys

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Those drinks that have decors on the side of the glasses, always amazed me when I was a kid. You know, the slice of fruits they pun on the rim of the glass, some goes to the extend of having something umbrella like on it. The likes of those. I was always fascinated with these drinks when I was a kid. Although the color was black & white (no color TV when I grew up in kampung) I managed to picture it as colorful as possible. in fact I tried to memorize some of the names for those drinks - when the actors placed their order to the waiter/ waitress. Unfortunately, I could not recall any now!

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My inbox is always a challenge for me....dealing with data and preso for the whole of the organization, it will easily overshoot the allocated quota. Therefore, “un-welcomed” e-mails are definitely always.....erk un-welcomed! Annoying is just too mild a word to describe it. There was this un-welcomed e-mail that have been messing my inbox the past few days. In the first place I was not supposed to be in their mailing at all, the person who originated the e-mail mistakenly included my name as one of the cc recipients - which normally means I am either the superiors of those who receives the e-mail or I am in the working team that oversee whatever these bunch of people are doing.

Well, I am definitely not both, so being a nice chap that I am, I send a notification only to the originator and the person admitted the mistake done. I informed the person not to worry since the communication is meant only for some group of people, I have deleted the e-mails mistakenly sent to me. Of course it did not stop there.

The actual recipients of the e-mails started to respond to the e-mail of their attendance to some meeting or whatever - replying to ALL. This should really annoy any executive who are focused to complete his/ her duties....but apparently some donkeys in the mail list still have no idea how to respond to e-mail and what are the basic ethics of using e-mail.

So I politely asked them - yes ALL IN THE LIST - to respond only to the originator, PLEASE. I did not include in there I was not supposed to be in the list at all in the first place and with that small (stupid) mistake my inbox that’s already nazak on daily basis will be even worse. And again...the e-mail did not stop there.

A very smart donkey decided to become very very smart and replied to all - with reasons why he responded to all in earlier e-mail (yes, the donkey replied to all). I don’t want to waste my time and brain cell to read it twice, replied to the donkey, thanking him for his explanation and notifying him I was not supposed to be in the list after all. If he’s really pandai then he’ understand how it feels to get this annoying one liner from his group lah. But then again being a donkey trapped in human form, I pity him for not being able to do so. Definitely he's not as pandai as expected by really really bodoh nak mampus and to top it all, very very skima nak mampus jugak! And then the originator asked to put a stop to this - oh how convenient! It was her mistake in the first place.

Donkeys will be donkeys....and apparently the group was on some leadership development shit or something......no wonder executive with correct mind & focus (read: non kiss-arse bastardos) are not impressed with majority of current and future leaders.

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Come to think of it...I do see donkeys use BlackBerries, Commies, state-of-the-art windoze machines, maybe they drink from those fancily decorated glasses I mentioned above....yeah I bet...these are the high flyers bunch of the commpany - by the topic of the discussion and the skima responses....bodoh punya bastardos.

Monday, April 03, 2006

The entry after the previous entry....

I just do not have anything nice to write when it comes to the past few weeks flashback in the office....last couple of weeks was very very hectic. The requirement at work is draining my energy.

How I wish for a longer weekend so that I spend it with the kids.

But actually, we had quite an outing the last two weekends.

Last two weekends we went to Uncle Bawal’s place. Mama & Auntie Eileen has some business deal, me & Bawal have some borak and tried out his wi-fi signal strength around the big compound and the kids had a great time with Zarief & Ija. Dah lama sgt tak balik kampung, they were excited to see the ayam & “baby ayam” as Naufal casually put it, and they were astonished to see a peacock for the first time! Naufal was too curious, put his finger too far inside the cage and the peacock gave him a friendly bit....he ended up crying and hating that big bird!
Almost the whole day was spent there, they really enjoyed the trip.










The week after that, which was last weekend, they went to Erja’s birthday party. Everybody was delighted, including Baby Aliya....




They had a really good time! Especially when Uncle Achoncho did well in Albert Park Melbourne...hehheh!

Sunday, March 26, 2006

The F1 rambling

Sunday, March 19th. 2006 was the highlight of the PMGP F1 Race week, here in our Bolehland. We have seen many reviews in the TV channels about this event. Chances are, there will be the first Malaysian F1 driver in these TV channels.... but that’s not why I am writing this. I wrote this because I noticed a trend in Malaysian when it comes to F1...and maybe soccer (EPL or whatever...am not an avid soccer fan myself, except for World Cup finals).

The night before the race day, before I managed to close my eyes, the last thing that was on the TV set of the hostel where we, the fast car marshals were parked was this F1 thing aired on one of the local channels. I would not excuse the commentators for their lack of knowledge on the subject, almost to the extend that I think these nutheads are just pure plain ignorant. I would not also excuse the SI* officer who seems to know a lot about F1 (yeah right!) for not being able to give good answers to the people who called sent e-mails. At times, the first Malaysian F1 driver has to be the saviour...duh! Oh ya! I would also not excuse the people who called & sent e-mails...for their lack or reading and seeking information about the sport.
Yeah, go ahead and say not everybody likes F1, same like not everybody like golf, rugby etc etc etc but the fact of the matter is when you want to say you are into something, you should put some effort to at least get the basics correct.
For instance, in that show the SI* guy was asked about the race in Sepang. The answer was something like it will be a fantastic race, the hottest race on earth yada yada yada and he hoped Schumi will be able to win this time around because he almost did it in Bahrain.
HELLOO!!! Talk about how poor the ticket sales was, how poor you bastards treated the souls who dedicated their time to be on duty, or how bad the maintenance of the facilities laaa, not how you wish your favorite loser cud make it through in this one, and for a start, bear in mind that being left by 2 seconds behind the winner is not ALMOST clinching the podium, its NOT A CHANCE to smell the podium!
Then some smart people called in, asking why there is no big screen at certain location of the circuit because it is difficult to know who was leading since the Fartraris are same color both cars...
DUH!! The top camera it obviously not the same, their helmets are never the same, if you are really into it you should already know that black top means second car & yellow top means third car, first car wud be - go find out yourslf! And Schumi wears a bright red helmet while Massa's carries his country colors, and by the way Rubino is no more with the losers, he with another team with a better setup than the red farts.
Then another smartarse was commenting why P37ron45 is no more carrying the main title of the race team, its a shame laa yada yada yada ptuihhh......
Aloo abang...apasal laaa lu ni sengal sangat? Ni bukan macam sponsor jersi bola belia 4B lu punya daerah! To add some spice, nanti kang kalau lebih sponsor plak kang ada pulak cerdikpandai yg kata minyak naik sebab subsidi dah pass kat F1.....tau2 esok harga teh tarik naik lagi 20sen sebab team yg kena sponsor tu menang or kalah, ikut suka hati mamak tokey kedai tu laa nak bagi apa alasan pun sebab teh tarik tu dia yg buat.....haa amacam?
To hell with this overrated Schumi & Fartrari die hard thing, and trying to look smart by giving stupid feedback & comments. Let the commentators do the work of being stupid - they get paid to do that and its already damaging, so don't make it worse laa weii!
If the person really love the sport he would be able to appreciate every drivers and team and knows a little bit about each of them. In other words, if you are a SI* staff and you don’t know the race is not about fast driving but strategy and quick decision making PLUS the works of the machine and the human, you are really not into your job!
And if you happen to read the local newspapers - those published in bahasa - they were not actually talking about the incidents of the race, no sire! They are more interested to know why Schumi did not make it and how they will be better off for the next races, to the extent, they almost look like in their mind there can only be one driver & team that should always win in every grand prix! Nasib baik tak sampai tahap yg wa merapu story tadi - harga minyak naik sebab Fartrari menang/ kalah therefore mamak decided harga teh tarik kena up lagi 20 sen the next day.....I guess that’s just how it is in BolehLand. Support the winner (even if they have been losing miserably) and no need to know the technicalities of anything. It does not go just for F1. Just look around and think. As long as you are with the winning crowd, you are in! Your favorite team car blew up, you shut the TV off....your handsome boyband look driver crashed, you shut the TV off. The red cars did not win the race, you will say it was a boring race. Oil price hike you blame it on the local company that you actually never used their product in the first place, sebab Fartrari tak pakai......aahh come on!!

A real F1 fan would know, its about the sport, not about supporting the winning team!

Anyways.....I am still dehydrated and coughing, back from my duty. To cut short, it was fun, especially when Fisico & Alonso took the podium top, it just shut the mouth of those who thinks Renault is just a fluke, last year or this year.
Its just the beginning....if you ask the French, the fact is they never actually plan to win anything last season! MacLaren, Honda & Williams should try hard to clinch the podiums in the next race Downunder. Else its going to be a boring season - which I really doubt!

To the typical "support the winning team" mentality Bolehlanders, try to be different lah for once...best bet wud be to watch out for Nico....and stop making noise about oil price hike, why you drive a gas-guzzler if you could not afford to fill it up in the first place laaa!

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Give us 5 Fisico & Achoncho!


Thursday, March 16, 2006

PMGP 2006....Renault Again kah?!

In less than 4 hours from the time of this entry, I will be in SIC until the end of the race. The yearly duty of being on of the "drebar" of the Fast Intervention Vehicle for the PETRONAS Malaysian Geand Prix. Not too sure if I will be doing it again next year but the training sessions this year was totally boring. Nothing compared to the years before. Infact it's not an overstatement if I say it was a dissappoinment! Apart from making new friends with the new faces - almost 90% of the mdeical staff are newbies to this event - the training sessions was really not challenge to seasoned drivers at all. Give us multiple crash simulation @ multiple locations laaa Zulu Leader wei! If you don't have any idea, let our team handle the simulation and you just follow and take care of the medical technicalities and stop harping we should have responded faster when you have never really timed our response and never been in the co-pilot's seat of the FIV. You would not even be able to make it to turn 4 without skidding the FIV if you were behind the wheels instead. Total dissappoinment laaa Zulu, you need to be replaced next year! The only exciting part of the sessions was...we get to drive (yet again!) the most expensive cars we could have ever driven....unless one day we became an F1 driver la (too old already to be one!)

Well anyways, starting tomorrow night we'll be full time on stand-by in the track.....for me this will only means I wm going to miss my babies & wifey, for the next 4 days, full 24 hours a day!

I will be missing you like crazy Mama, Aliya, Naufal & Alisya!
Last weekend Renault F1 Team did well (Bravo Bravo Bravo Alonso! Fantastico!)
This weekend if they win again, it will be a bonus for us lah!


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See you all afthe the hottest race on earth my darlings!
(Alisya would say like she always said everytime I send her to her playskool
: JUMPA LAGI YA AYAH!!)

Thursday, March 09, 2006

Baby Bear

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Aliya is almost 6KG now. She is more or less like her big sister Alisya when she was this age. Tak banyak songeh punya type of baby. She'd love to borak with anybody who is willing to borak with her and already starting to respond, in her language coupled with facial expressions, especially when she is excited. She can be left in her cot where she would just entertain herself (and the bunch in the homey) with the musical kickpad Uncle Rosli & Auntie Shidah gave her. That's her favourite teddybear up there. I have kantoi-ed her talking to teddy a few times already!

She's a pretty girl alright. Just like her mother & sister.

Wednesday, March 08, 2006

What Matters Most

Woke up in the wee hours of the morning to do some maintenance on my Yoda and answered some work related e-mails, tried to write something but ended up with this line instead.

It was a tiring week - last week. It will be a more tiring week, this one, with just two days done and I am already feeling exhausted. Next week is going to be the same, if not worse. To cut short, it is going to be a demanding month and with the much dreaded appraisal time around the corner.....with the RobinHood act done, I just don't know what to expect but I am very satisfied, I was one of those who have the guts to voice things out and not just being a conformist to a @#%ked-up system....I think I am not cut to be in this outfit long, I don't have the "tempura"......good thing I did not keep my nunchakus in the office......heheh!

I realized, the only thing I look forward everyday is going back home, kiss my babies hello, then borak with Alisya (Naufal would normally be sleeping by the time I reach home!) before she finally fell asleep, then being able to wake up with the twins still deep in slumber next to me, kiss them when they are still dreaming, get up very early in the morning and do whatever I normally do, then get ready for work, kiss Baby Aliya goodbye, send Alisya & Naufal to their playskool hug & kiss them goodbye, kiss wifey goodbye when we arrive at her office....and then, another round of the ratrace begins.

Well....whatever it is, I will constantly remind myself, in the end of each day, I will still be a champion, because back at home I am the one to have three wonderful kids and a beautiful wife who'd make my heart smile, regardless how the day turned out to be.

I love you Mama. I love you Alisya. I love you Naufal. I love you Aliya.
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Friday, March 03, 2006

What ways?

To read a book requires no big effort for me.....but to finish reading a book, it requires a really big one!

Well anyway, I managed to kind of force myself to read a book given away to leaders of the organization. Being in the “non-leader” class, I thought I should appreciate the present by completing reading it soon as possible....and that was exactly what I did.

The book (am not going to disclose it here - maybe you already have read it or just have it somewhere on your workstation/ bookrack!) is about the life of a kampung boy that became a successful businessman. Written by the author that “yearns for the nation and young people to remember our ways, so that young people not just explode in joy for the holiday that comes with the independence day, hoping that Merdeka will be celebrate with the rakyats of the past in mind, those who led lives with principled dignity and pride in building the country as it stands now”...well, that what’s it says on the paperback.

I am not a writer, neither am I a (good) researcher nor historian. It’s just what I think about the book based on my experience being raised as a “budak kampung”.

With due respect to the writer and those involved in the publication of this book, I just want to put my views on the contents of the book.

Here it goes....

The story started off quite nice, providing the introduction of kampung boy with detail of his kampung life & family....well, not really detailed but almost, just enough for the readers are able to develop a mind image of the subject and yet not being bored with minute detail of it......if you are being raised as a kampung boy it will be much easier to picture some parts of the book - it’s what we see & do as a kampung boy anyway.

The boy came from a poor family of petani and the story started the day before the independence day - a big event at the school padang and everybody was there.

The kampung life changed after that day and the boy was very sure about the importance of education and he (in that early stage) decided that he would like to go to a boarding school. He took his lessons seriously and sacrificed the time he used to spent at the sungai & bendang as a kampung boy, in fact he also had to sacrifice his mengaji sessions and make it up over the weekend, just so that he will be able to get through the ordeal in being selected into the special school that will materialize his ambition.

And of course, he was selected (only two from his kampung) to pursue his study to an English medium school and finally get a degree in the Malaya University.

The distraction started from here. As the focus shifted towards the campus life, the happenings in the campus - students being activist, probably to gain popularity & power in those days - while the progress of the kampung folks are told in spurts of events, related to the main focus mentioned.

It was in this stage of the book I realized that, this guy is really not able to see the “big picture” of the event. He mentioned he was into this activist thingy until one day when he came back from a demonstration and found the so-called “leaders” was busy chatting and having tea. He decided - there and then - not to be active in any students demonstrations again because the leaders did not “walk-the-talk” although one of the leaders (his senior in high school) asked him to cool down and invited him to have tea with them to explain why they cannot be seen in the public and especially a demonstration since the authorities have marked them and will arrest them for being the leaders/ arranging the demos. I am not sure whether the writer actually decided to drink tea with them while being explained on the issue but he sure did make it clear he did not join any demo after that - because the leaders were not there in the crowd.

What? It was never made clear whether he joined the demo because of the leader or the real issue behind the havoc. If it was because of the leaders - then the guy is a dumb dumb. Excuse me for being rude but, almost like macam lembu kena cucuk idung. If its because of the real issue then the guy was really missing the ability to see the bigger picture, if the leaders are caught who’d be leading the demo later on? Definitely not the guy since he’s so blurry on the cause of the whole fiasco in the first place! If this guy is the leader of the people back then, memang parah laa our country.....

Apparently, he “almost” become the leaders of the people too, when upon graduation he got a glamourous position in a government office. Needless to say the “our way” is already lost lah in this section of the book. it became more about his way of becoming a millionaire, starting from being a respected (and portrayed as glamourous!) government officer to become a contractor for government projects.

Of course, during that period of time any appointed leaders (or maybe also self appointed) or government officers at any rank were considered a level above the kampung folks, i.e. people like the ketua kampung, tok imam, teachers and the likes. And they have their own duties & responsibilities they have towards the kampung folks, which (according to the author) they managed to deliver. Above all, they seem to have more (monetary & land) than the normal kampung people.

Hmmm.....ok...well, got anything new to tell?

Well anyway, the kampung boy did make it clear that he climbed up the “status” ladder by being hardworking in his primary & secondary school years. In MU, he started being an entrepreneur with the influence of his room mate - a humble son of a Chinese business tycoon - who apparently was the top student in MU in his school. The kampung boy and his roomie started a small durian selling business by getting durian on weekly basis from an orchard owner in PD. They do this weekly and in one incident he saved his room mate from drowning while on those weekly picnic stint to PD. Yeah....the kampung boy have time to spend while being entrepreneur. He made some bucks and kinda supported the family, and managed to get a motorbike, which he mentioned he used to go back to kampung upon graduation. The scholarship back then must be luxurious huh? Must be...cuz in the book it was mentioned they spent their scholarship on Clarks shoes Arrow shirts and stuff.....Isn’t that equivalent to a Zara/ Raoul today? Oh boy! I sure did not have the dough to plonk on designer wear during my campus days!

The kampung boy managed to do well and got a position as a government officer upon graduation. During the same period, the kampung folks has already improved their standard of living, due to the advancement of padi planting technology adopted by the government this allowing them to harvest twice a year. People are riding kapchais now, and the kids already have their own bikes. Transistor radios are pretty common - used to be a luxury items - and televisions are introduced. In short, the kampung folks are entring a new era.

Getting a position as a government officer raised his status above the others in his kampung. He managed to save more than enough to get married to the daughter of his ketua kampung - whom he used to tutor - and he had enough balance to get a car. They stayed in Kampung Baru KL and their residence became a stop-over for relatives or kampung folks with any business to attend to in KL. After 4 years in government service, the kampung dude managed to get a house in Bangsar - rm45,000.

WOWW! I mean WOWWW!!

It was in this stage that I found the kampung boy & his wife are starting to become more orang bandar....the very the urbanized!

The position he held in the government office allowed him to see many opportunities and he finallly jumped the boat, created a company of his own, with the help of his old roomie he started chasing contracts from the government. An unfair advantage to the rest of the world, obviously.

And the story gets boring and boring from there. The company did well, and managed to keep the head counts despite economic downturn, they ventured into real estates and whatever. Started to join golf clubs to expand the business possibilities, the kampung couple now plays golfs! How fast they can adopt to a city folk lifestyle!

Well, then the drama kicks in. Bila dah berjaya tu, of course la will tend to easily lupa his Creator. A typical Malay type of trying to be a modernized & very urbanized class laa kot?! He started playing poker, and drank the devil’s piss (air kencing setan lah!), could not care less to perform the 5 times a day prayer (well infact it was never mentioned he actually abide this rule in the book...not interested to know anyway!) The wifey started voicing her concern, business went bad again but still surviving....and all that jazz you can get from the old drama minggu ini lah.

At one point, the kampung dude was busy playing poker and drinking the devil’s piss when the wifey called with a news from kampung - the parents had a serious accident. Well, that definitely would change a person to become insaf!!!!!

The couple rushed back to their kampung the same night, after that kampung boy had a dose of strong coffee to battle the devil’s piss.

And of course, the kampung boy regretted his acts.

He then joined tabligh.....which (get ready for another one) he claimed as Arqam! HELLO MR WRITER! Have you done any research before you actually start writing?!! There are differences between the Tabligh & Arqam, why and how tabligh exists goes back a long time. Anybody who went to sekolah agama or spent time at the local surau with the ustaz & iman will know about this lah.

Anyways, the turnaround happened and after a few round of outings and while he was on his way to be a reformed Muslim, the business wnet on, with the wife being in charge. The grand finale of his journey back to the correct path was when he went to perform hajj. He mentioned he paid twice the normal rate to get a better package then the normal one. Hotel closer to the Al-Haram, dedicated ustaz to the team and what else you can get from a special package. (Ghee!! for a millionaire, it was easy for him!)

Note: when we (me & my family) performed hajj, we took the normal package because our uncles & aunties & grandies could not afford anything more than what they have saved their whole life. We witnessed lots of snobbish act and talk by those in the so called special package....not saying all for them are not good but some of them are really missing the point. It just beats the whole purpose of being there in the first place......you got money, you pay to get better treatment....but please just be humble to others and don’t look at them like they are second class/ third class Muslim, because you carry a more distinguished label on you hajj tag.

Well saudara-saudari, in the hereafter, would you be able to pay for a better seat in heaven?!

Of course, back from the pilgrimage the normal businessman schedule starts again but this time he already have a relative to run the show - engineer from a local oil gas company. Well, the business started booming back, played some stocks, buy some real estates, well you know the concept, buy low sell high. Then he talked about his trip with his good old roomie, sourcing of parts from China and other countries, the akar seruntun project with a US research company, then the bad times comes again (BORINGNYA!)

The whole book could not get more boring that that and in the end they decided to do some charity and the last part was when he donated money/ sponsorship for students in his old primary school and then the grand finale was his speech at the same school padang, where the story begins.

The first question that I asked myself after completing the book was.....WHAT WAY?!!!

I looked for the answer to that question and decided that the book is not worth buying (good thing I got it for free!) and reading. In the end it only shows:

1) People who came from kampung family can be successful - yes, insya-Allah, with some extra effort and doa.

2) Government has worked out the way for the people to progress since the early days - not going to comment too much on this but in short, yes.

3) Those early days, the people who made it through high school and get enrolled into MU (or any institution of higher learnings) will definitely make it big in the government offices.

4) These people (see above) will be have the some sort of (perhaps) unfair advantage to get business once they decide to move out from government services.

5) When a Malay is successful (or thinks he is successful) he will start to join golf clubs and plays golf,. even a housewife regardless of her educational background, as long as the business is successful OR the husband plays golf & hang around with the tycoons, she would be able to play golf almost immediately......and speak like a Mat Salleh (ok ok.... I added that one up...but its nothing new whaaat!)

6) When a Malay is successful, he will start playing the stock market(or maybe the contemporary trend would be whoever have dough and wannabee richer than everybody will play in the stock market), although he has no clear clue how to go about it but hey! there are stock player at the golf club, hang around with them and you are IN!

7) Then, when you get richer and more urbanized, you will have to drink the devil’s piss lah, baru lagi IN. The some unfortunate event will happen to your family and you will have a turn-around....extreme opposite. No need to know whether the opposite is the correct one or not, as long as it the opposite, you are doing well. As long as you think and look you abide to the religion, you are good. Then, you will realize that you will have to run your business too, and the religion would want you to strike a balance between worldly needs and hereafter. So, you can start playing golf again lah!

8) Then you go to perform your hajj, like everybody else who has the capability to do so. Well at least in this kampung boy’s case he had the opportunity to do it and he just go ahead and did it. Some people still think they ”Belum sampai seru lagi lah” !

9) Then the lament of not being able to conceive, the pressure of working and people asking about it, was mentioned in the book but no conclusion to it. Tergantung abis. Maybe it has never been a priority to the kampung boy in the first place.

10) Finally the story stops where it began - the school field. The successful kampung boy donated some money/ scholar and delivered a speech....vaguely relating to the name of the book.

The author can do better. I am in no position to say he is not a good writer, but I can conclude that the book is dull. I didn’t live my life that way and I believe not everybody lived theirs like that too.

Good thing it’s a free book...if not I would have regretted purchasing it.....

Tuesday, February 28, 2006

Fast Intervention

1.
The F1 season is going to start soon. This year, I am just lucky to be called again to be a member of the marshall car drivers. The "format" is a bit different this year. Everybody will have to know each position and operation area of all cars - the fast intervention vehicles and the small medical cars. Time trial will be part & parcel of the training. Only towards the real race day we will be officially assigned to a specific position.

The first training last weekend went well. I did not do well though - could have done better maybe. Not too sure what the official timer recorded but I have a feel I did not manage to get within the assigned time frame to complete the circuit without a scratch on the expensive car (don't be fooled, it looks like a Waja but its not quite a Waja...not at all!), Anyways, I was happy I managed to attack the turns and curbs better than I did in the morning of the first day, when I got to drive Da Damn BlingMobile!! (A Perdana which is not actually a Perdana...cannot reveal much here!). It was almost like riding 200 horses with wheels! We'll see how it goes next weekend lah. Should not be a problem since I have covered all positions in the circuit from the last couple of years. Even if I get to be a reserve driver, that would be fun this year....I would have more time to spend at race area rather than being in the car all day long!

Age has conquered me...and responsibilities to my loved ones too. I don't actually fancy driving very fast anymore (yeah I have a couple of summons up my sleeve....stupid summons, those!). But nevertheless, attacking the turns of SIC in the expensive rig is something really different. Never boring. I'd just sneer at them rice boys everytime I saw them screeching past me on the road. Brainless bunch of wannabees!

2.
I wish I could spend more time with the kids last weekend, maybe for a picnic at the park or a cool dip at their favourite stream. They have been very noisy these past few weeks. Need to pay more attention to them....I am sorry Alisya, Naufal & Aliya. Last week I had to come to office over the weekend. This week I was at the race track. Next weekend too. Then I will be at the track the whole week. Gheezzz.....I must find time for them! Aliya is growing very well. Already 5.5Kg that little girl of mine! She's starting to listen to what we say with enthusiasm. My baby girl is growing fast.....today is never going to be the same like tomorrow. Well.....when the F1 weekend is over in this country, we'll do the stream ok kids? That's a promise!

3.
The monthly sharing session went quite tense & fiery towards the end. I shared my piece of concern, like the others involved. But in the end, I would just conclude, its back to square one. I might as well build my comfortable fortress again and do what's necessary to get over the working hours and not spend a minute more than expected. Its not my company anyway. A colleague made a good point, the ownership of our effort is not ours, in the end the bosses will have the full ownership. No use to be so enthusiastic about it, not in this set-up I am currently in. I was carried away with the enthusiasm & responsibility of getting things done for the best of the organization, which was a waste of my energy actually. Dedicated to my team, yes. Dedicated to the unit set-up, I would not be that naive now. Why should I bother anyway. The shitbrain leaders have just too much of it up their brains....the shit. If by any chance any of you are reading this blog of mine, I will just be as frank like I have always been - you are too stupid and don't deserve to have us as subordinates. You are just too stupid & full of ego. Well, we are already making on our way out of here anyways. Good luck, stupididiots. I am not going to apologize to anyone of you bastards, you deserve the words, its the reality, so swallow it, or die trying. I don't care what you have to say, just say it to your hand if it really matter much to you!

4.
Why stay long in yet another shit hole? Have to work out a complete & quick escape route. Fast intervention! Back to the drawing block....

[Listening to Foo Fighters ~ All My Life.....giving a day off for Rammstein!]



Friday, February 17, 2006

Field Trip

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1.
The Twins have been very very active. Alisya has improved so much in her already good "public relation" ability, while Naufal has improved in expressing his thoughts/ experience enthusiasthically. Alhamdulillah. At the same time, they have been creating bigger & louder havoc when they are fresh after a short nap, back from skool!

Today, in about 3 hours time or so from the time I wrote this, they will be experiencing their first field trip - to an Army Airbase - organized by their skool!

Initially, I was not too sure whether to allow them or not, Mama was inclined towards not allowing them cuz there will be jetfighter demo and other big & noisy stuff, Alisya is a bit penakut with these kinda things. So, the past few days (well, nights actually....my entitled daylights are spent in the zoo up on the higher levels of the TwoTowers) I have been talking to them about airplanes, jetfighters and stuffs that relates to the field trip and see how they respond to it.

They seems excited.

Frankly, I am a bit worried cuz I have never let anybody bring the twins anywhere without me or Mama being with them, without being worried! I guess that is really my personality - I treasure everything that I have, especially the most precious gift that anybody can get from the AllMighty. But after mulling over it, I decided that they should go, this is their skool's first field trip, there will always be the first time for everything in their life, so why not.

I wish I can be there, it must be an amazingly cute event to witness, a bunch of smallpeople grouped together, treated as VVIP by the army people!

To Alisya & naufal: You two be good and don't go create havoc at the airbase ok my babies?

2.
MAC OS X V10.4.5 already in Yoda's system....so far so good.
For those who know what they wanna do with their machines and have been contemplating on making the jump: GET A MAC & MOVE ON!

3.
I really hate it when others who try to impress the stupidbigboss makes the life of the working level (real do-ers) more complicated. Actually wrote something about the raucous I did due to tolerance overload towards incompetent imbeciles that earns 3 time more then me and seems to have hardly 10% of the braincell of a dead sloth, but decided not to put it up (yet?!). All my working years, with the bosses I had, if I think they are not doing the right things and not being a teamplayer, or being utterly stupid yet arrogant, I will say it to their face - politely or fiercely depending on the situation. Its's ugly but it's the right thing to do so that these oldbastardos may start thinking, their time is up already, they should just shut-up & move on. But despite the minor helter-skelter, Alhamdulillah everything went well yesterday and hopefuly today, Insya-Alah. I guess my years of doing stuffs down the line made it easier for me to appreciate and be comfortable & user-friendly the do-ers. We'll see how it goes! It's not their company anyways and I surely did the best I am capable of for the interest of the organization....and arsekissing + trying to look intelligent has never been my modus operandi, am not going to allow it, ever. whatever rating I will get I don't care, there's only one ultimate rating and it will be coming from my GOD.

Well, anyways, my life is dedicated to my kids & family, nothing else.


Tuesday, February 14, 2006

What time is the meeting?

These....not for meetings!
1.
Last week, a colleague sent an e-mail to everybody in the office about setting an appointment/ meeting/ discussion with him after the end of official office hours. The e-mail was not that lengthy but done quite elaborately. Any person with a correct mind would concluded that this friend is telling everybody to manage their time better. If there is a need to have any sort of meeting after the official office hours, it must be an important one that it cannot be post-phoned and it must be short & precise, focused, not long winded and inconclusive in the end. To cut short - do not waste other people’s time. We have our priorities and as far as work is concerned, we must treat it seriously and prioritize it accordingly. The colleague was like suggesting if the meeting needs to be held after office hours, he’d be glad to participate, if and only if its done after 10pm! Reason being, he has allocated the time after the official office hours to other stuffs & people that deserved very much to be prioritized after the official office hours, including working out office matters for about one our at home. That’s how he put it, though I am not too sure how committed he is. So, for somebody to say he’s not committed for not wanting to attend a meeting after 5pm, that somebody is not making a good judgement. 10pm, and we have a deal!


I actually replied the e-mail, only to the sender....I am not the kind of person who’d love to reply to all (depending on the context & situation) and let the world know what a great thinker (read: what an idiot!) I am. I agree with his views & requests.

2.

There was one company I worked in, couple of years back, where meetings were held in short notices, scheduled long after official hours ended and at times may continue to almost the time for the tv to sing the national anthem. The company must be full of excellent staff....DUH! “If you cannot give your commitment, you should not be here..”

Like...well Mr & Mrs/ Ms arroganto bastardo, if you cannot manage your time & priority, you should have monkeys & piglets reporting to you, not human beings with family and respectable lifestyle.

3.
We have people who luuuurrrrvee to make others stay back....that’s one extreme.
The other extreme - people who luuuuuurrrrrve to make others do work early.....because they think they are the early burds, and early burds will get the bigger fatter worms. Well too bad, BigBurd...the bigger fatter worms are deep in slumber and only skinny sissy worms are awake....apa aku mengarut ni aaaa....?
You arrive in the office couple of minutes after some people. The next thing you know, before you even had the chance to plug that bloody unreliable machine into the network, heck, even before you had the chance to sit on that ugly looking overpriced ergonomic chair, some people has started to make things crushing down on you!
These people, most of the time would be your superiors but on certain occasion it may be other people than them. Regardless whoever they are, you should have the guts to tell them this....
“Do me a favor, help me to try to learn something useful today!”

4.
How?
Suggestion: Just ask for 30 minutes to 1 hour allocation to do your stuff before running the rat race in the office, everyday.(....been doing this for almost 10 years, maybe that’s why I am still not a CEO!)
So, you come into the office, grab a cuppa, sit down, clear your minds, read your e-mails and plan your day/ check your schedule. Any meeting before 9am, is a waste of time - go back to the 70's and join the gomen lah, meeting awal pagi konon. Chances are people would be more interested to know what are being served on the table instead of concentrating on the real intent of the meeting.
Its better to spend the time from 9am to 10am to read books or articles, to enrich yourself with some other stuff then what you are already built with. If an hour is too long for you to concentrate, then just do 30 minutes. If 30 minutes is too long, then you should have not learned to read at all. Waste of your time!

First meeting of the day should only start at 9:30am. And if you have any other meetings throughout the day, at least you have learnt something for that 30 minutes in the office....cuz chances are, in those meeting you are in, you will only learn that some people will go all out trying to impress some bosses with smart sounding phrases (with pathetic slang sometimes!), re-stating the obvious, rephrasing what others have said, or conclude what others have been yakking about, with the outcome of delegating whatever have been discussed to some other poor souls get to do the donkey job......cuz the “meeters” in the meeting have no time to do real job! The “meeters” will instruct the “doers” to do the real job.....and get rewarded? (itu....sendiri fikir lah!)

5.
So, “meeters” or “doers” if you come to office early, please help the human race - use the suggestion mentioned, and you may end up not wasting other people’s time! They have family & life to live.....do you not have one too?

6.
Oh ya...the human race would also be grateful if some people who are not invited to a meeting but decided to invite himself/ herself into the meeting can get the habit out of their system permanently, PRONTO! Obviously, either the person has nothing better to do or trying to look important/ resourceful or appear important/ resourceful so that he will be noticed as.....erk....important and resourceful(?!)
Somebody give that monkey a banana please!

Sunday, February 05, 2006

The (real) end of the "long weekend"

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The Kids trashing it out on their imaginary stage
...definitely better than any of those idols show!
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It has been a very long break....almost a full week if I took leave on Friday but I did not, since there are things to be done back in the office & since Alisya & Naufal have to go to school, I decided not to take that one day leave.

We “continued” the long weekend with some action at the parks they have been going since their first year of life. Now I can be a bit relaxed at the playground - this does not mean I can just let them play without any supervision - cuz they know how to handle the things at the playground, just need to be reminded from time to time so that they do not get over creative and do harm to their little bodies.
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They now go for the highest slide in the park....with helah masing-masing to tease each other....
"Let me push you, yer adik...hehhehe!"



The playground sessions starts in the morning and will end slighty after 12 noon with a visit to the hypermarket or any store of their choice for some refreshments of their choice (and newspapers for Mama). They know to choose either Giant, Tesco, 7-11 or Kedai Mamak and they will say what they want and at times they are more demanding than ever, but being me, I will follow their wishes up to a certain extent.....just to train them that we cannot get everything we want - easily/ everytime. One day, during the long break we went to the pasar for some ingredients for Laksa Sarawak. We saw an old lady sitting at the corridor of some shop near the pasar, eating some french fries from McD in a plastic bag. People passing by seems to not pay much attention to her. I told Alisya & Naufal to look at that poor Makcik and I said kesian dia, no place to go, no money to buy proper food, sitting at the kakilima near to the parit, panas etc. After a while Alisya said "Kesyiaan. Syiaan kan Ayah kan?". When Mama came back from pasar, she told Mama what she saw....plus: "Dia jatuh, masyuk parit Mama, car langgar...." Pandai betul dia buat cerita drama swasta pulak! And We laughed....

Not to self: Next time let Alisya & Naufal give some Rm to some poor people at the kakilima.

Aliya & Auntie Shikin

Aliya had visitors through out the long break too...Mama's office mates, then Aunties Farah & Fazleen & cousins. She is growing well and seems to be more and more attached to Mama.
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I'm tired Mama...

The twins on the other hand is starting to seek more attention from me (at least a bit more than before). Alisya insisted to sleep with me in our visitors bedroom these past few nights. The main thing is because of Mama’s rempah-ratus treatment - the twins just cannot stand the smell, Alisya actually threw-up once when Mama came down from her room! “Naik atashhh, Mama busyuuk laah!”





Otherwise, they still love Mama as always lah, no doubt about that!




P/s: I wish we have long break like this every month...heh hehehe! Rasa malas pulak nak run the office tomorrow....aargh....

Wednesday, February 01, 2006

Customer is always right?


There’s a shop in KLCC selling tech-gadgets and stuff next to some shops selling bags - specialized bags for mobile MACs (well....ok laa, to be fair...for MS laptops & other digital devices too). Very easy to notice this shop if you are in KLCC. The salesmen and outlet manager of this shop are kinda like know my existence in this world, the manager especially, since I have introduced so many people to buy stuffs from that outlet. No commission for me, I just want to help them and the buyers in getting what they want. By doing so, I kinda establish a good rapport with this outlet and we became quite like buddies.

The mantra “ Customer is always right” is part of the pre-requisite of becoming a salesman, but if you are a customer, you are not smart if you insist you are always right. Let me explain why I said so.

The people behind the counter of this outlet (or any shops for that matter) can play two different roles - he can be a good staff to the company, selling off whatever they have and be a pure salesman - sell sell sell! OR, on the other hand, he can be a good advisor to the customers, asking them their requirements and suggest items that will fit the requirement and the budget of that particular customer.

Now tell me, as a customer, which one would you prefer that guy to be?

The staff of this outlet will “boraks” with me whenever I dropped by, if they don’t have customers to attend to. At times, if I was there and their hands are full, I would help them by casually entertaining the customers, just for the spirit of helping friends....just like what I casually did when I was shopping in a CompUSA outlet @ Galleria Houston Tx, x-number of years back (that's another story I will tell later later lah!)

So, one day when I dropped by the KLCC outlet to say hi, chat a bit about tech stuff updates & try some new stuffs I read in the forums I frequent, the manager told me that they would really enjoy their job more if all their customers are like me. I was like....HUH? Why suddenly you say like that one la brother?! He then told me that they had just have a bad one from a snobbish customer. He admitted that most of the customers who buys stuffs don’t really know what they want and more often then not will treat the salesmen as if they own the company....that's my polite version of saying - macam company tu bapak diorang punyer! You buy a couple of thousands worth of toy and you start to think you own them as your slave....how can lahhh weii!

The people who came to that particular outlet are mainly “the locals” - people who work around that area. Reason being, that outlet is close enough for them to drop by for any trouble-shooting services needed.

Trouble-shoot. The magic word.

Minus the fact that some softwares/ hardwares are buggy compared to some others, trouble-shooting any issues is a must in order for the owner of the device to enjoy using the device. The problem with some (if not most) of the device owners is they do not bother to read the manual what more to do prior research & fact findings on the device they have. All that matters most to them is they need the device to do their stuff - including using flashing it around as status/ fashion items. The guys behind the counter can do trouble-shooting for you but if you treat them like you buddies they can do more....you can even get a better deal and full support from them like forever! All you need to do is treat them like your friend and ask questions politely, if you don’t know or you want to know more about stuff. Don’t shoot them for not being able to give all the answers that you want cuz into the end they are just human beings like us also whaaat?

In a sentence, what I am trying to convey is: Even if we are the customers, even if we fart money, being polite & humble to the people behind the counter is not wrong, it may even lead us to a better bargain/ deal.

The choice is ours, in the end, the seller only sells, its us who will be paying to own & use the items.....

So perhaps next time we can try to be a good customer? No?

Tuesday, January 31, 2006

Beyond 30 days

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Our little princess has passed the one month line, Alhamdulillah.
The growth progress is really good, she is above the average line for her age. Physically we can see she is getting much much taller, her weight is now 4.36KG...not bad at all considering she started as a veery veeeery petite lady weighing at just slightyly above 3KG when she came to earth!

Oh...and she's more predictable now, especially to Mama, who will always know what Aliya wants most of the time. As for me, I just found out the way to make Aliya feel comfy with me, by continuously patting her back while talking to her...she'd be falling asleep sooner or later...and I'll be following soon after!

Alisya recovered from the fever & cough last week, but Naufal just caught the same package - as always, one down, one to go! But as always, insya-Allah he'll be recovering sooner, he's a tough guy!

Otherwise we would already be going for a cool dip.....


Zzzz...Huh? Cool dip? No thanx Dad!
I am allergic to anything below my body temperature!

Tuesday, January 24, 2006

Heat

Aliya is doing very very well. She’s starting to look chubbier and the kids love their sister very much.....they were there for Aliya’s first morning stroll.


But Alisya has not been feeling well these past few days....early Monday morning her temperature went up to 39degree C, kesian my baby gurl. Had to take her to the clinic yesterday, she did most of the explanation to the doctor who was very friendly to her, in the end the doctor said, senang betul kerja dgn Alisya ni!
...and this morning when she woke up she came looking for me. Gave her a dose of her meds and explained to her she won't be going to school today. "Esok sahaja sekolah?" she asked me. Smart gurl....that's my baby.
Get well soon sayang.....